SHE'S GONE & LIFE GOES ON..

The one you always thought you'd be with forever, even though you knew it was childish of you to think so.

The one who would spoon with you and giggle at the light breaths you'd make on her neck.

The one who would yell at the tv whenever attractive girls was mentioned.

The one who would put her head on your chest at night, lightly tapping your heart's rhythm against your shoulder until she dozed off and woke again in the morning.

The one you'd soothe and give back rubs to as she complained.

The only one who could calm you down.

The one whose hair smelled like coconuts and pure eroticism.

The one you poked in the stomach because she'd give off the most adorable squeak.

The one you'd open your coat for in the winter, as you both were posted on the block.

The one you opened yourself to in every way...is gone.

You're sitting in bed, propped up with the extra pillows you now have, drinking until your liver turns into a useless piece of jerky. Everything you've said, done, and felt... all being analyzed under a microscope and you're so ashamed of yourself you want to bury yourself and inhale the dirt. Your brain is shocking violently as you pop half a linty xanax you found in an old pants pocket reality slaps the shit out of you ….SHE’S GONE & LIFE GOES ON!!! -KING-